Hey ! 

I just wanted to say how I am really grateful for 4 followers... 

If you want to read me ramble about how this year, isn't my year. 

MAY ! 

The month where I started to fall for my guy best friend and trust me, I regret falling for him. On my girl best friend is having her birthday, me, my guy best friend and my girl best friend went out to watch the movies. I was still 14 that time. I forget what do we watch but what I remember is that my guy best friend starts to hold my hand along the movies. 

Since I fell for him, I enjoyed it. The next day, he asked me to be his girlfriend, again being the stupid girl I am, I accept it. 

We dated a week and so, and he break it up.. 

July ! 

Its suppose to be my month ! My freaking month ! Its my birthday month. We got together again since I still liked him. And well we dated for 3 weeks, on the last 2 weeks, he left for camp outside town. I knew i couldn't trust him, so I didn't really put my hopes up. When he came back, I knew he is going to break up with me. I went to the camp in my town, and just my fudgin luck, he needs to join that camp too. 

On the first day of the camp, after dinner, he broke up with me. And well, I went inside my cabin and cry my heart out. 

I know stupid me right !?!?! 

Alright enough of me rambling I know this is just some bullcraps ! 

Sorry I just need to let it all out. !! I love you all and everything. 

This week topic is...

Do not fall for your guy best friend, but if he really feels the same way toward you then... its your choice. :) 

That is all ! 

Until next time...

Sincerely, 

The Anonymous :)

That awkward moment.... 

I do not have any awkward moment like honestly Baaah I dont have an awkward moment sue me ! 

But I do have an awkward situation. 

It was just last 2 weeks when it happens... 

In my house there is my brothers and my ex, surprise ? So did I, well he is friend with my brothers. 

"Have you lock the music room." My oldest brother asked me, I shook my head. "Well you better lock it if you don't want your guitar to get stolen." I quickly left the leaving room. But when I arrive in the music room, my ex was following me... 

"What the hell are you doing here ?!?" 

"Umm following you ?" 

"Whatever" 

"Give me the keys..." He suddenly said it. 

"Nu uh you are probably going to lock me here." I tried to hide it in my back but he hug me from the front just to get the key. 

And well that is awkward for me...

I know you realize that i keep on talking about my ex its because that bastard broke with me but then get mad at me for letting his broke up with me. 

Stupid huh ? 

Too damn right his stupid ! 

Thats it, I dont want to throw tantrums at you followers of mine or readers haha alright I hope you like this blog and enjoy reading each topic of mine. 

Sincerely, 

The Anonymous